This is going to be a very large update because i didn’t update last week. I’ll be covering my hair journey, women, swag, what’s new with me, my hobbies, and socializing.

It’s kind of difficult for me to recall everything I’ve done over the past two weeks but here goes. I started doing 400 reps of everything i was doing but i was feeling sore constantly so i decided to take a break. After two days i soon recovered but realized that i shouldn’t have stopped and i should have kept going and worked through it. I was getting lazy and sleeping a lot more than i usually do i was feeling really lazy and had no motivation to really do anything or start up again. If i can give any one any advice it’s DON’T STOP.  Stopping is the worst thing you could do to yourself when you are trying to reach a goal in anything. I’ve recently started up again and i’m feeling great again and don’t plan on stopping again.

When i work out i listen to a lot inspirational videos that i downloaded into mp3 from youtube. Here’s some of the links.

How Great I Am

How Bad Do You Want Success?

Arnold Schwarzenegger secrets to success 

Al Pacino Inch by Inch 

Hair Journey:

I started out on February 17th when i shaved my head and its been about two months since then. Here’s what it looks like

Here’s what it looks like now. I’ve made great progress in only 3 months or so all i use is Sportin Waves and a brush usually 100% boar bristle. 

Women:

I recently started talking to this one girl named Samantha. I used to know her from a long time ago but back then i was too shy to actually make any moves. I only talk to her on AIM since i don’t have her number anymore. It probably would have been really creepy if i did still have her number after all the years that i haven’t talked to her.

I generally suck when talking to women because i over think and choose lame topics to talk about and in general bore them. But with all things it takes practice, i haven’t talked to her much since and i don’t plan on waiting on her hand and foot just to talk to her. I’ll be continuing doing things in my own life in the mean time.

Hobbies: 

Updates coming soon…

Swag:

To start off i never really had any “swag”. I had no skill in dressing myself outside of school clothes that were already picked for me. I had no idea how to dress, what was cool to wear, and was comfortable in my ignorance on the subject. People would buy clothes for me and that’s how i would get new things to wear come every birthday or holiday. I used to wear overalls, school clothes outside of school, and button up shirts (usually plad) the kind that you see on Family Matters.

The swag section is going to be devoted to improving the way i dress and working on building confidence in the way i dress, because it’s a major part of me as an adult i haven’t fully explored. I wish i had pictures of my actual self for people to see but i dont.

What’s new with me:

• I’m finally learning to drive. I took the DMV written test but failed so in a weeks time i’ll be back to take it again and pass.
• I’ve gone to the doctors office because i thought something was wrong with me but i found out that i’m actually in good health.
• I’ve started reading again and plan to continue to read more and expand my vocabulary. (I’m currently reading Hush Hush by Becca Fitzgerald)

Socializing

I’ve started talking to people that i used to hang out with in high school before i got expelled. There cool to hang out with and try and catch up on things. It feels kind of weird hanging out with people.